I think I have awakened from my 10 week slumber.  I can't believe it's been that long since i quit.. I have slooowwwwllly made progress on the house more so recently.  It's hard to feel empty and motivated at the same time. I can't believe how much stuff i am getting rid of. It's hard to let go of stuff I've had for sooo long. I moved soo much as a kid I just feel like if I let it go I'm letting go of my childhood, which is hard to remember anyway.