Well I think I woke up. Finally.  I think I was in shock from quitting my job.  The shock is starting to wear off.  I have actually cleaned some and cooked dinner like 5 nights in a row.. I've helped the kids with homework and taken friends home and had lunch with my mom and I just got home awhile ago from a movie with my bff. 

Apparently I need to lose weight. Yeah ya think. As sarcastic as I am, hearing this like killed me. I left the dr.'s office and just bawled. 

But it is inevitable.  I have to lose it.  Like I have to lose 120 pounds. Pounds, not ounces, pounds.  How in the hell am i gonna do this. Seriously I am totally freaking out. I should have named this blog The Freak Out Blog because that is all that I have done.  But idonails a.k.a. me is going to lose weight.

Whether is be Weight Watcher, or Jenny Craig, or Nutri System or Atkins or Skinny Bitch I will lose weight.

Yeah, Yeah I think we all know it will be the bitchy way.  And lots of walking.